i’ve been doing a lot of covers of my own to tons of frank ocean songs, i’ve been feeling kinda sappy lately & things are getting very stressful now that this school yr is coming to an end, i’m graduating which is so scary & its just hitting me and these last weeks of exams are hella stressful & the one thing thats getting me through it all is music. im so sick of letting my thoughts haunt me but im glad that im capable of holding back the tears & keeping it together. just two more weeks & its all over, it feels like just last week it was the beginning of September & so many things happened this year that i never expected to happen in my life but its been pretty amazing. I’ve made new friends, i stopped wasting my time on a guy who just isnt going to get right, i got into the college of my dreams & ive remained single. it would’ve been cool if that last part changed, but what can you do when everyone at your school isnt even capable of understanding what a relationship is. Anyways, ive been through a lot. I’ve laughed, i’ve cried, i’ve shared amazing memories with some amazing people & in the end i dont think i’d change a thing. I’m ready for the summer & i’m looking forward to the unexpected, maybe someone will catch my eye while im still here or possibly in new york. i’m going to be honest i’m scared, but thats okay because who knows what or who i’ll come across, its life & i’m just going to take a chance…